I'm crying guys helpme give me advice please somone?

Ok first of all you sound like that great guy that some very sweet girl has been waiting to walk into her life. I do not see this girl being the one. Please stop and look around you. This is not the girl for you. Sounds like she has no respect for you at all. If she did she would say look you are a nice guy but not for me instead of just ignoring you and giving you excuses.. Move on with your life and enjoy it.. sounds like maybe you could have her as a friend but you need honest friends in your life.